reaching out to "you" ( you know who you are)
dear________,
i don't understand you. i missed you and you say you missed me, too. but you're pushing me away. i don't want to go away because i love you. you complained about the girls who left you before. and i vowed to not leave you ever but you are the one pushing me away. i cried to you last night. and i told you how everything is hurting me and if you wanted to go, i am giving you the freedom. you answered me a firm, 'NO".
it has been three weeks. the longest three weeks of my life...waiting for you. i know things have gone excessively difficult for you. i really long to help you but you decided to shut the doors on me. how am i suppose to help you when you are not giving me the chance to do so? i want to reach out but you're not extending your hand long enough.
i still think we are worth together. and i am not giving up yet until you tell me you are tired fighting for us. i just want you to NOTICED my presence in your life. i know it's a macho thing that men handle their own problems but there are times you have to admit that you need someone, too. i want to be able to comfort you, to be your strength when things gets hard, to assure you that i am not leaving.
how can i?
tell me....show me....
help me save US.
why? because i still love you.
love,
len
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