wind chimes

ssshhh.hush.i'm listening to the rather mellow noise of the wind chimes outside.

i have been in melancholy the past week. there were too many factors involved. i can't focus on school at all. ron and i are dealing with various unresolved issues. i miss my family. but worse of all, i got into a defensive argument with the mother of my boyfriend. bleh. i will not go further in details but let' s jus say, i answerd hr back and now, there's this bad vibe between us.

the rainshowers have been exceptionally helpful this past weekend. i think i am the only person in this house who loves the rain. i savor my moments with it. i listened to the sound of the raindrops carefully, i watched the water pour on our backyard, and shhh....the wind is blowing so hard...the wind chimes are playing an irresistable melody.

it's gloomy. no dash of sunshine. every angle i looked at, it was darkness. just what it seemed to be endless rain...pouring.

sort'a like my mood. all darkness, no smiles, not even grins....just pouring tears, like the ceaseless rain. i'm overshadowed by loneliness.

and i sit here.

i choose not to say anything. as if the world cares to listen anyway.

thanks to the wind chimes. its ecclectic sounds, as the wind gushed through it, lessened my twinge. at least, i am somewhat entertained.

ahh. when will this mood end?

*sigh*

posted by pinay freestyle @ 11:02 AM

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