i'm too lazy to post. but here's another one of my entry from www.tearyeyes.diary-x.com

KARMA?

zig called me last night. once again, he talked about getting me back.
what is up with all these men who wants another chance when in the first place they had me once? they were given the chance to take care of me once and i, to take care of them. but what did they do? they continue to cheat and hurt me, and mess me over and over again. and the torture after that was even worse. why does it take for them to lose me to realize i was the one they wanted all along? why does it take another third individual for them to see i was the one for them?

before, i used to think it was my loss. that there was something wrong with me and therefore, they didn't love me. i lost my self esteem and i am barely tryitn to regain it back. and now they tell me they want me?

sorry zig. getting out of that relationship with you was never my loss. all long, it was your loss. now, suffer the same consequences.

what's that called?

i think it's called "karma." now, deal with it.

posted by pinay freestyle @ 8:39 PM

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