what do they know

i face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside.
they see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried.
when i am alone i hurt, because here i do it well.
in front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell.
the judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say.
in a life that hangs suspended for yet another day.
who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong?
in the end I gave him up, but inside still feel his song.
i don't know how to find the strength i thought i had.
i am standingbecause i need to, because i must,
if only i could play tough it wouldn't be so bad.
they say that life goes on and someday i'll smile again.
but, how do they know my pain without being where i've been?
ive traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back.
somewhere along the way i must have jumped the track.
he calls me everyday and his laughter and giggles are still the same.
he still sound so sweetly, but never spoke my name.
i wonder if he thinks of me as much as i though of him
it hasn't been that long but the pain in me grows immensely strong
he may have a new "someone" now, but i still sing our song.

posted by pinay freestyle @ 5:10 PM

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