Speaking of the Devil

I was tired last night and then the phone rang. If I was not mistaken, it was quite late. I am trying to catch some nap and then, the man in my last blog called. Who else would it be? Glenn. It was quite a long conversation. He admitted he called last night. I told you, I knew it was him. But I'll just stress the highlights

Len: Why do you call me?
Glenn: Because....... I missed you
Len: Why do you miss me?
Glenn: Because......... I am thinking of you.
Len:Why are you thinking of me?
Glenn: Because.....you make me happy.
Len: No. You're annoyed by me especially when I asked you a lot of questions. Why do I make you happy?
Glenn: Because the past four years, you're the only one there for me. I just know you so well. And no one knew me better than you do. I can be whatever I want with you and not worry about being judged. Whenever I talk to you or when I am with you, it brings back wonderful memories. That makes me happy.
Len: Why? Why me? Why not call Donna, or Reiko, or "her?"
Glenn: Nope, not a chance. All I want is you.
Len: You're not answering me last question. ...Why me?
Glenn: Because ....I miss you.......I am thinking of you....because you make me happy.
Len: You already said that. Why? (RRrrrrrr)
Glenn: (Giggles) I think you know. But that's it, I am going to stop answering now....I answered too much already.
Len: You're so busted, Glenn. I know it all. As you said, I know you too well. ( This is what he can't say: Because I love you and I can't get you out my life and I still want you....)
Glenn:Now it;s your turn. Why do you entertain my call?
Len: Because you are my friend.
Glenn:Why are you smiling when I call?
Len: I am not smiling, you are. I'm glad you called...that's all.
Glenn: But you hate me. And yet, you're nice when I call.
Len: I am always nice...to everybody. What's your point? If you're trying to squeeze anything out of me, I am telling you now, I am leaving it unsaid.
Glenn: Why?
Len: Please stop asking me, "Why?" It just have to be that way. But if you want to know, yes, at times, I missed you, too. Happy? Now, shut up.
Glenn: Okay, change topic, when are you gonna come see me?
Len: Ahmm...never again.
Glenn: Okay, then I 'll come see you. Will you go to Vegas and meet me there on your birthday?
Len: I will be in Vegas in July anyways. Whatever, go see me.
Glenn: Are you going to take care of me and be with me?
Len: Nope, not a chance.
Glenn: I am working so hard for you. I am so worried how you've been. There was not a day that I don't think of you and what you're doing. When I am driving to work and from work, you're all I think about. When I get home, I miss how you cooke me food. I play the personal CD's, the tapes you made and gave me. I read your letters. I look at our pictures, the stuff you gave me. When I sleep, you're the last thing on my mind. When I wake up, I miss you more. It's difficult for me. I am working my butt off, Norie.
Len: I told you, I got you under my P*ssy.
Glenn: Ewww, you are so mean.
Len: Only to you. hahah LOL.

There was more........but this was the fun part of it. At least, I know I am not the only one fixing a broken heart. I thought I was all alone thinking of him. It's quite splendid to know that he is thinking of me, missing me, worrying about me the same way I have been cogitating how he has been. If onyl things were the same. I think, even if time and circumstances has passed us by, Glenn and I will be that "perfect match." It's just hurtful events separated and prohibited us to be a couple again. Then maybe, there is someone there for me greater than Glenn. It's just I used to think he was THE ONE for me. Now, as I restrospect, those were wonderful memories. I just regret why he wasn't satisfied to remain faithful to me...and now, he, too is repenting and regretting why it CAN'T BE US anymore.

Well, if this going to make you feel better, Glenn, I used to ask the same thing. And sometimes, I wish we still are the same. But I didn't made actiosn for the consequences to be this way. Unfortunately, we can't be what we were. And it's not me to be blamed. We can whine and cry and all about this matter, but you very well know, we will never be the same together.

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