Richard called but I told him to call me back in an hour. I miss him. But at the same time, I am still doing this issue with his ex who is also Scuba's girlfriend now. It's best I don't mention her name. My friends will probably know her. Yeah, but Rich admitted they were an an item before. It's more like a "sexual thing." But it only lasted one week. I'm bothered because "she" is my closest guy friend's girlfriend and Rich's "slut." But that is his past and I shouldn't be worried about it.
I am afraid I am "liking" him more. I told him why did he had to be too good to be true? Like most of the time, I am trying to find negative things about him. Or does he simply amuse me? He is so sweet, intelligent, down to earth, caring, a little ghetto (which I like a lot), God fearing. Rrrr. Am I attracted to him? I don't know.I'll tell you this much. I RARELY like anyone.I rarely think anyone can sweep me off my feet because I am very good at stopping myself from liking anyone. But how does Rich?PR manage to be slick and still make me like him this much? I am clueless. And if I do find him somewhat interesting, okay fine, I really find him attractive in every sense of the word(ssshh, he doesn't knw), he must really have MOST of the qualities I want. I am very picky with men. So for me to find someone rather charming and captivating, he must realy be mesmeric and inviting. I find Rich totally interesting.
He asked me if I was frightened by his sudden flirting. He admitted he liked me because I have a wonderful presonality and it seemed as if we always get lost in our conversation. It's like we have our own world with just him and me existing on it. I don't experience this kind of enticement from anyone except from Inch before. And now, Rich (or PR, his nickname).
Do I like him? or I like him not?
I really can't answer that right now. Maffi suggested I should give it a chance. But as usual, I am a coward at love. I know I am going to kick myself in head if I don't give this a chance. I don't want this to be one of those stupid things I will regret someday that I didn't follow through thinking it was worth a try. Ahh...I don't know.
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