Wednesday, May 23, 2001
CHITCHATS

***I didn't get to talk to Richard/PR last night. I actually miss him. I waited for him to call but at the same time I kept myself busy reading the books. I wish I talked to him. It's just I miss talking to him. I miss how he checks on my daily escapades. But atthe same time, I don't want to get on his way. I want him to concentrate on his studies. I'll wait. Plus, I will never have the guts to call him anyway. So I have no choice but wait.

***Something upset me yesterday. It's ther Nursing Department here at school and they are freekin' getting on my nerves. I am creating a back up plan just in case they don't prioritize me to get in next semester. All I kept hearing is, "I will send you a memo as soon as we settle things done." This is the same "drama" they mentioned last year. And gosh, that Filipino secretary in the Nursing program is getting on my goddamn nerves. She is do irritating. And even worse, if I stay in this school, I will have to deal with her annoying demeanor all freekin' year long. So I made up my mind, I am keeping my options open. Just in case they will put me on hold, I am applying to the Nursing program in Glendale and the one in Modesto. Accrodign to cousin Aileen, they are badly in need of nurses and they will train you for a Bachelor's in Nursing Degree. I am all for it. I just don't want to deal with this waiting game at school .

***Anywayz, I was chitchatting on the phone with my cousin Aileen from Salida/Modesto( an hour from San Jose and an hour and a half drive from San Francisco). We talked forever. I think for four hours or less. I am that close to my cousins. We talked about our lovelives, to friends, to crushes, to men and more men!, and my "greedy" cousins and relatives from Philippines, and everything else. It was fun. For a while, I kept the bad escapades I had in the Philippines but it felt great confiding it to her. Well, she'll be in LA on Thursday for her senior trip and I'll come visit her at Citywalk.

***I chatted with cousin Geng, too, from Burbank, and yeah, gossips here and there as usual. I miss Geng,too. But she said, she might go my school for summer classes to take Microbiology so that 's a good thing. At least, I know I will be spending summer with her.

***I just got back from Jollibee with Nel and Steve. I think we are getting recognize there and we should stop going there. But it was a nice lunch. Plus, there were fine Filipino guys. heheh LOL. Too bad, Steve didn't get to see his favorite "waitress." hahaah LOL. He was flirting with some good lookign female there. But she wasn't in today. Instead, there was a hell'a fine gentlemen workign over the counter. But he's too young.

****Lastly, Steve and I discussed the issue between his current GF and the guys I like and the "sexual" situation that revolved around them. We called it truce. But I still feel that there will be that sense of uncomfort when we all hang around together especially on their part. So I don't know. We'll see how it goes. As of now, it's cool between me and Steve.

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MY SILENT REVERIES
writing is my passion. i created silent reveries years ago to vent out things i could not tell the world. it was my private, modern tech approach to scribbling my thoughts and emotions in a journal. in here, i can feely be who i am. i could cry my woes, i can love freely, i can grieve over a broken heart, i can celebrate the joys in my heart, i can rejoice with my accomplishments, i can tell stories of remarkable friendships and unforgettable connections i made with extraordinary people SECRETLY AND SILENTLY without worrying people might judge me. i hid under the name PINAY FREESTYLE.

but eventually, some people gained access to my secret place. so i opened my doors to them in the purpose that i could inspire them: to be better versions of themselves and to share themselves to the world. slowly, i embraced my readers as a part of my life. i welcomed the strange idea that my untold life stories and unconcealed revelations could be of help to others, to love and accept themselves as they are. and i, i came out from the animosity. i eventually became just the regular LEN - the nickname my family & friends call me.

i developed stories of love, of letting go, of falling in love all over again. i made great friendships. but if there's one thing i was particularly proud of, it was my undenying love for the LORD. i wrote and made soul searching, heart wrenching entries i entitled, "SPIRITUAL REVERIES" which you will find many here. it was my productive way to heal myself from twinge and while i am at it, i could also mend others spirits along the way and bring them back up to par with their faith and relationships with God. it has not stop there. it's still a constant journey.

and so, for as long as i can, i vowed to tell my memorable reflections,i have unmasked the hidden me. and the seeking and searching of life's meaning and purpose is not over. LIFE is a long road of discovering. and i still yet to discover many wonders of this world and satisfy my unending curiosity. but be warned. you can either love me or hate me. but i don't care. this is me: sripped and bare as i can be.

so i invite you into my chaotic unperfect world. join me in my whirlwind new travels of diving into the unknowns. let me share my life with you all over again. come in, as i tell you my SILENT REVERIES.

love,
len


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"I want to have a personal light, the glow of oneself that comes from sheer willpower, the light of someone who has made important sacrifices in the name of things I think are important."

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