what has happened to her?
life succumb her.
it drowned her whole.
she forgot where she came from.
she forgot the people around her.
air of ego...
delusions of grandeur...
boastful arrogance...
ungratefulness...
slefishness...
all these evil notions seems to overdrive her.
it gives her powerless power.
does it feel good for her soul?
does it rise in her spirits?
or is it like a illicit drug?
it only brings temporary happiness?
it gives minute lasting comfort?
what happened to her?
that she forgot the people close to her,
that she pushed them away,
the people who were there...
when she had nothing...
when she was a 'nobody'...
what happened to her?
i wish i knew.
because right now, i feel like...
i really didn't know the girl i once knew well.

NOTE; THIS IS A TRUE STORY but i will withhold "her name." but if you're reading this...

dear girl,
through it all, i am not holding any grunges.
i'm weary of defending you,
or standing up for you,
of making you use me.
i'm simply tired.

sorry but debts needs to be paid,
and my chosen life of privy needs to be maintained.

years of friendship, you flushed into the drain just of your pride,
just because you can not admit to yourself you are wrong.
what do you have to lose if you say, "sorry?"
it does not make you less of a person.

i pity you. what have you become?
you've lost your sense of self
that you are willing to sacrifice the strong friendship you've made.
even hurt the feelings of your friends.
you have become numb.

and yet,
i stand here still thinking how things are for you.
i wish and i pray, life treats you good.
despite my anguish, i still pray for your well-being.

and i, i forgive you.
may the Lord protect you.
may the Lord enlighten you.
i wish you well.

len

posted by pinay freestyle @ 12:59 PM

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