i'm coughin' like a howlin' wolf! waahhh! i'm so sick! i hate it. this cough
won't go away. and to add to that, my allergies are back from this damn
pollens and i keep sneezing like crazy. i'm taking meds but nothing seems to
work.

if there's one great thing, this time, someone is taking very good care
of me. doctor... i mean... (lol)mr. dimsum has been doing his best to
take great care of me: bringing (buying)my cough and allergy meds,
making me soup, giving
me rubs and lots'a hugs.

nini left...and i started missing my siblings again. i wish i can to PI
right for a little vacay myself. i have too much time or myself but i am
dealing with TOO MUCH STRESS from this complicated injury. i wish i can
go somewhere where i can get the real deal R & R. i am alone here.most of
the time. and the silence is making me insane.

oh well, i guess, this is really testing my patience and endurance. my Lord
will give me perseverance and strength. i'm still awaiting ONE more opinion from another foot specialist. i just had couple MRI's done last week. it should tell me something.

at the end of this whining, all i can do really is WAIT and wait some more.
i always tell you the Lord does not give us anything we can not handle. i
certainly know He will give me victory at the end of these struggles. besides, i
can't and i should not complain because He gave me an awesome guy---one who is more than what i was even asking for.

for the mean time...there' s more korean telenovelas and movies to watch, there's chapters of nicholas sparks' to read (i'm reading "the choice" now), there's my mom's plants to water ( i don't want her to come home to dead plants and flowerless orchids again because i did not take care of them. i am certain
to prove her wrong that i have a little but of green thumb on me...heheh),
there's more time to walk the ariel twice a day for thirty minutes, there are endless smiles from ***** i need to
see...i can't and i should not be
tired of being idle because really,
there are limitless things for me to do
if i choose to.

at the end of the day, all i can do i smile...be humble and be thankful
---i am equipped with magnificent strenght and i am embraced by positive thinking and hopefilled belief that God will be there for in time of trials
and tirumph. i am surrounded by beautiful things and beautiful people
like YOU despite the strenous battles i fight.

not all sick people can say that.

and so...i guess, i truly am....very lucky.

i will be okay.

it's just on of those days.

=)

so i proofread what i wrote and i hit the send button. but then i suddenly realized, i thought i was sending her an email and then i noticed the last minute i sent it to her myspace comment page (where everyone else can read). so i checked her space again if it showed. thank god! her comments section was blocked. save by the blocked comment page!

so oh well, it was a nice touching comment. so even if the world got to see it, it could have been inspiring nonetheless. so i figured, by editing the names that i need to be anonymous, i can actually share it with you.

posted by pinay freestyle @ 12:42 PM