the past weekend,
i literally turned off my cell.
i unhooked the phone jack from my land line.
i know people grew worried that i decided, i'll be INVISIBLE for two days.
despite the many treatments done, my health condition is not up to par and i have to embark in another trial.
i hungered to be A L O N E even just for couple hours.
i itched for some breathing space.
i lusted for just a little IDLE time.
to think things through...
to refocus my strength...
to find my bravery...
to conquer this wild storm...again.
*sigH*
today, despite the hundreds of texts and phonecalls i needed to return, i felt much better...
ready to face the battles ahead again head on...even if i'm tackling it all alone.
posted by pinay freestyle @ 11:34 PM
3 Comments:
Len.ngkataon ba naman pareho tau ng nick name..haha.len din tawag sa akin sa bahay. But sa frends GM.U know what, wierd as it may sound pareho tau. Sometimes i need to detach my self sa real world just to think things for my self. Mabuti yang gnagawa mo. Pero wag masyadong tagalan ha...baka iba na mangyari sau..hehhehe...U know what i mean..thanks len for adding me.Ikaw naman.add lang ng add...walang problem sakin yun!
Len, glenn name ko..ahehhee..bakit ka pala lave?love sick ka no?hmmmmm....dont drown urself sa mga melodramatic things ha...it will make u sadder pa...i can see it in ur blog na ur sad...ok?cheer up..u still have frends to turn to.:)
maldito (glenn),
i's just going through a lot. but i am finding ways to let out my frustrations. it's been a long journey of fighting and surviving. alot of people probably would have given up if they were in my shoes.
but what differentiates me from them, is that i am super optimistic, i am a fighter. if it seems that i am "sad" here, is because it's my ONLY place where i feel i can be ME. it's my venting place. yugn mga hindi ko masabi, dito ko nasasabi. and i must say, it's of great help to me.
in my REAL life, i am so different from my blog: life of the party, makulit, makuwento, daming barkada, gimikera...babaeng walang pahinga (well, you get the picture).
i don't just for the sake of writing. i write because like what i said on your site, it's what my heart feels. whether i'm in bliss or i'm in torment, it's a heartfelt story nonetheless.
yun lang...heheh haba again.
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