dear boy: SO LUCKY

dear BKM,

i'm not easy to love. i'm not easily hooked on a guy. you tell me you're complicated but i am as complicated as you.

i act like a spoiled brat especially when i want attention [ as you found out today - sorry again - oops that's the 1000th time i said it].

i'm super bitchy. though you have yet to discover that, i NEVER give my number to a guy who approaches me in some weird place and i answer them with sarcasm when they ask for it.

i'm quiet when i'm mad but when i'm fed up ...i'm like a volcano exploding. so don't get me mad okay? i don't want to say words that might hurt you, i tend to say things i don't mean when i am angry.

i'm bluntly honest. i don't think sometimes but i think i am a little insensitive. i know sometimes i hurt people i love because of this.

i'm such a critical thinker. i'm trying to stop but i think my brain is trained to be like that -- to think about everything and anything...

i'm an overachiever - not necessarily perfectionist but i work hard for my accomplishments. sometimes, too much that i am compromising my health

NOW YOUR QUESTION

WHY AM I telling you all of these?

because i want you to know that your girl is NOT perfect. and i have my own flaws and i've made mistakes.

i'm just different. i'm not your typical girl.

i like munching on corned beef and sardinas in can. i'm a "spaghtetti and lumpiang shanghai" girl. i always eat the fried chicken inside out and with the chicken skin last. i like diet pepsi.

i like my bathroom smelling good --- and yes, toilet seat down.

i have to strauighten my sheets before i go to bed and i have 10 pillows. two of them are long hotdog pillow and a body pillow. when i sleep, i have the fan on.

i spend 30 minutes washing my face because i have to use facial scrub, toner, moisturizer...YOU NAME IT!

i don't eat breakfast early. i'm a coffee freak - caramel macchiatto or any hazelnut flavored coffee. sometimes, i eat once a day. i just eat on my own time. so please do nto bug me about eating! i'll eat when i am hungry, okay?

i hate typing!!! i can write anything but i hate to type. so don't ask me type your reports for you. i will turn you down.

i read a lot!!! as in a lot!!!magazines...books...anythingi can get myh hands on. i try to read at least 30 minutes a day because a professor told me it exercise my brain so i believed him.

i'm a strict aunt...but i'm also a cool aunt. i don't spank kids...but i do talk to them and explain to them why i am angry at them

i'm makulit....like a bata. i don't like repeating myself. after three times, i get so annoyed...

i like halo halo. i like honeydew boba. i love teriyaki chicken sandwich at subway. i'm a sucker for sushi and korean bbq.

i cry when i watch telenovelas - even the korean telenovelas that i don't understand, i still cry about them.

when i am hurt, i cry in hiding. i dont like people seeing me cry because it dont like them to see me weak. i hide my pain.

YES....I AM TELLING YOU THIS BECAUSE I'M NOOOOOT PERFECT

I'm weird and strange and I'm sending you long email because i can't talk to you because you're busy at work and I miss you so much.

I am ALL OF THE THINGS MENTIONED ABOVE and YOU HAVE YET TO KNOW ME

but i hope you embrace me as i am as i have loved you as YOU.

sometimes i wonder what have i done to deserve you.

you're so patient
you're so understanding
and you never fail to give me butterflies in my stomach.

yeah...
I'M, SO LUCKY
malakas talaga ako kay LORD.
He gave me YOU.
thank you for loving me
I WAB YOU.

<3,
len

posted by pinay freestyle @ 4:28 PM

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