sign?

i was with AB couple days ago. i think i'm beginning to like him. or do i really care for him because he is going through hard times? but whatever i feel for him right now, i really need to set my feelings aside because what he needs right now is someone he can count on. and i am more than willing to offer him that. but humbly, i seriously sense that he is grateful for that.

but there was an incident that AB and i have been discussing continously this week. at first, he asked me questions about my family such as, "is______ your mom's name?," "your mom's a nurse right?," i already sensed that the question had to do with my mother. " and then, "did you converted your back garage into a fully furnished one bedroom and all the amenities guesthouse?". how did he knew that? i've never told anyone. well, only familiar relatives and really close friends who had seen the guesthouse.

and then he blurted, "guess what? this is a trip! my mother worked with your mother at __________!" huh? hold up, rewind for a minute. flabbergasted and in shock, did he just mentioned that our mothers worked together at the same hospital. i couldn't believe this! oh my gosh. i mentioned on the previous blogs that AB and his mom were evicted of their old pad and is currently looking for a place to stay. and that is also the reason why AB and i are spending more time together. apparently, his mom told my mom about their housing problem and my mother offered our newly built guestroom in the back for them.

yes. AB and i were panicking. we enumerated and attested the advantages and the disadvatages of this situation. well, we can get to see each other more often. after all, if ever, he will be my neighbor. hahahah. on the other hand, i told him that i really do not really think it is a good idea that he lives right behind our house because he onyl has to choices : either i 'll like him or i'll get sick and tired of him. to add to that, our moms doesn't know we knew each other. and so we'd have to pretend we were complete starngers if ever we were introduced. well, we were trying to find ways to discourage his mom to not get house at the back. we came uo with excuses like, "it's too far from your job or his school" ( although, it's actually convenient), " she has a daughter whose "bad influence." (referring to me...hahah ), " it's double the expense" ( it's cheaper!!!). well, to cut it short, we have not came up to any good excuses.

i have not talk to AB recently. i have been bombarded with works at school. i still dont know if they had decided to live behind us or not.

i have been questioning my romantic links with guys lately. i prayed to my Lord whoever it will be, just give me a hint...well, more like a sign. this incident with AB's mom knowing my mom...was that a sign? or was it purely a coincidence?

so i asked for more signs.

i was just washing my filthy linens and my dirty laundry. i think my mother washed her uniforms before me so i was cleaning up the washing machine and i found this paper washed and almost torn apart. it was for my mom. and it read c______ b______ and then a familiar cell phone number. it has the same last name as AB. it was AB's mom and their cell phone number.

i asked for a sign? is this it?

why are the signs leading me to AB?

weird. because he has been in my thoughts.

am i in his thoughts?

posted by pinay freestyle @ 2:57 PM

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