Friday, July 13, 2001
leaving...

to santa barbara with geng to do some soul searching again and "find" me again. well, we're going shopping at glendale first and then to camarillo at the ralph lauren outlet then off to the coast. and visit cousin tin and albert in santa barbara. supposedly we're going to pismo beach tonight. i like it there. it's quiet and nice, good palce to mend a soul.

whats been up with me....

***speaking of geng, i was with her last wednesday. we went to jollibee and we saw dec and john (out former friends in high school) and some lady who had nothing better to do but stare us down so we left without saying. i hate how los angeles (well, i was in carson) is such a small world. every goddamn asian knows their fellow asians. yep. anywayz, we left and went to del amo mall instead. i was gettign scared because i might see vince there. i didn't ( it sux!). but you can just imagine how bored we were. we took those sticky pictures together. geng was nto satisfied with just one shot together so she suggested we take one solo pix of us and we did. it was hilarious. then off to express. i was trying to buy those half sleeve tops. and geng said taht it looks good on me because i " have the boobs " to carry it. then she insisted she wanted to try the same top that i had on already (we were on one dressing room, ok, it is really quite odd gettign naked in front of your cousin you grew up with all your life...it;s just she was too comfortable with me....i have to keep some sort of modesty for myself you know...), and so i had to take the top off so she can try it on. so she had it on and i just started laughing my ass off because her other "breast" is falling off the half sleeved top. she said she needed more meat in her boobies in order for it to fit perfectly like it did on me. and then she keeps pulling up the cleavage part of the top because her boobs were literally hanging. it was so funny. the sales ladey was practically annoyed of us. she was probably wonderign what the hell were we doing inside
the dressign room. we had more but ill let you know later.

***i am smiling for some odd reason......welll........because i have a "sweetie." hahaha. i'm not with him(not yet). he just calls me that. i think i like him a lot. i never felt this open to anyone but glenn. funny thing is, i used to miss glenn and now, i don;t even think of glenn. it seems that the situation is reverse lately. glenn is now obsessed of me. hahha. well, he calls me more than he should. and ahh....my "sweetie." *sigh* *biggger shigh*. i miss him so much. he was begging me not to leave today. he even asked if he can come with me next week to the family reunion. gosh. why is he sweeping me off my feet? i told him that i hate to admit that his "bolas" (sweet talks) are working. hahha. he introduce me to his cousins and friends as his "future girlfriend." he said, i am everything he wants in a girl. ewww. rrr. im blusing now.

oh well, i have to go now. geng is pickign me up on 20 mins. see you peeps. ciao.

sweetie...I MISS YOU

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MY SILENT REVERIES
writing is my passion. i created silent reveries years ago to vent out things i could not tell the world. it was my private, modern tech approach to scribbling my thoughts and emotions in a journal. in here, i can feely be who i am. i could cry my woes, i can love freely, i can grieve over a broken heart, i can celebrate the joys in my heart, i can rejoice with my accomplishments, i can tell stories of remarkable friendships and unforgettable connections i made with extraordinary people SECRETLY AND SILENTLY without worrying people might judge me. i hid under the name PINAY FREESTYLE.

but eventually, some people gained access to my secret place. so i opened my doors to them in the purpose that i could inspire them: to be better versions of themselves and to share themselves to the world. slowly, i embraced my readers as a part of my life. i welcomed the strange idea that my untold life stories and unconcealed revelations could be of help to others, to love and accept themselves as they are. and i, i came out from the animosity. i eventually became just the regular LEN - the nickname my family & friends call me.

i developed stories of love, of letting go, of falling in love all over again. i made great friendships. but if there's one thing i was particularly proud of, it was my undenying love for the LORD. i wrote and made soul searching, heart wrenching entries i entitled, "SPIRITUAL REVERIES" which you will find many here. it was my productive way to heal myself from twinge and while i am at it, i could also mend others spirits along the way and bring them back up to par with their faith and relationships with God. it has not stop there. it's still a constant journey.

and so, for as long as i can, i vowed to tell my memorable reflections,i have unmasked the hidden me. and the seeking and searching of life's meaning and purpose is not over. LIFE is a long road of discovering. and i still yet to discover many wonders of this world and satisfy my unending curiosity. but be warned. you can either love me or hate me. but i don't care. this is me: sripped and bare as i can be.

so i invite you into my chaotic unperfect world. join me in my whirlwind new travels of diving into the unknowns. let me share my life with you all over again. come in, as i tell you my SILENT REVERIES.

love,
len


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"I want to have a personal light, the glow of oneself that comes from sheer willpower, the light of someone who has made important sacrifices in the name of things I think are important."

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my name is len. people always tend to judge me without discovering who i really am. i might look intimidating, a typical shop girl, and i act like a crazy party girl on the weekend. but i actually have brains. and i own an even bigger heart. the truth is, beyond the louis vuitton bags, beyond the lavish parties, the excessive passion to travel and the desire to get to know the world, if you got to know the REAL ME, i am really just a simple girl. my only desire is to be loved for who i am.

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