for you....SWEETIE

while at the pier in pismo beach, we talked about you, sweetie. it's odd. we discussed the guys that were in our lives right now and instead of talking about glenn ( whom i was with for four years), i talked endlessly about you. what is about you that gives me the chiils and the thrills? they asked me what if you wanted to have sex with me? i said, i don't think you are after that at all. right now, i am discovering more of you as each day passed. and more and more, i am getting attracted to you. not only do you appreciate my humor, my wits, my kindness...but you also accept my flaws and my imperfectness.

as the cold air filled chilly breeze to my body at the pier last night, while some bystanders were firing firecrackers up in the air, furnishing colorful and mesmerizing art works in the midnight skies along with the amusing patterns of the stars and the bright moon set above us, i began to think of you. how wonderful you have been, how you are sooooo good to be true that if this was a dream, i don't want to wake up. the night was almost picture perfect...you are the only one who can complete the magic...and make it real. i wanted you there as i was watching the waves raced to the shore. i longed for you to hold me close because the oozing breeze kept me freezing. i desired to walk with you and alk with you along the quiet coast..just hand in hand.

am i falling for you? i really hope not because everythign is too fast. i am for getting to know you well. i am for...enjoying the thrill, and the romance, and the smiles, and the stares, and the stolen kisses and shy grins...ahh...sweetie...i am just...thinking of you more than i should and i think i should stop before this leads to something i will regret. but how can i get rid of your thoughts when your lustful charms are overpowering me? you are everything i want...more than i ever wanted from glenn. sghould i forget you? should i push this feelign away teh same way i secluded myself from other guys?

perhaps, no. because you make me happy. right now, that should be enough for me. that i am wearing a priceless smile because you made me and i want to thank you.

miss you, sweetie. see yah soon.

posted by pinay freestyle @ 7:58 PM

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