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Sunday, May 27, 2001

RRRRRrrrrr's: BITS AND PIECES

Warning: Most this post contents are my whining and complaining. Read and proceed in extremely nonjudgmental manner.hehe LOL

RRRrrr #1.........I had to work today at th sub acute unit nmy cousin Geng was talking about. It was probably the longest 12 hours I 've ever worked. I am so exhausted. I hate working the mornings...the doctors are annoying and arrogant..the other nurses thinks I am stupid or something...and my patients whine too much. RRrr

RRRrrr #2........Now, I am at home and my starvign family waits until I get home for them to be able to eat because I think without me, my family will be anorexic. They expect me to do everythign around here. So right now, I am cooking chicken adobo, some noodles soup, an all amercian meal for my baby brother (he's picky about filipino foods) and of course, rice.

RRRrrr #3.......I just realized i have a lot of things to take care of regarding school and work. I have to start it as soon as I get back on summer school to Tuesday. My life is such a big circus right now. I don't even knwo whjich oen to take care of first.

RRRrrr #4........PR is not freekin' calling. I wonder what he engaged in this time. Did he got in trouble again? RRrr.

RRRrrr #5........And Glenn is claling me three times a day. What the hell does he want? We always have the same drama and it's nto goign anywhere. It just goes around circles. What so hard to understand with :" I cant be with you because you fuck another girl and you are now a father to please, freekin leave my ass alone!?"

RRRrrr #6........any more whines? hmmm...not at the moment.

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MY SILENT REVERIES

writing is my passion. i created silent reveries years ago to vent out things i could not tell the world. it was my private, modern tech approach to scribbling my thoughts and emotions in a journal. in here, i can feely be who i am. i could cry my woes, i can love freely, i can grieve over a broken heart, i can celebrate the joys in my heart, i can rejoice with my accomplishments, i can tell stories of remarkable friendships and unforgettable connections i made with extraordinary people SECRETLY AND SILENTLY without worrying people might judge me. i hid under the name PINAY FREESTYLE.

but eventually, some people gained access to my secret place. so i opened my doors to them in the purpose that i could inspire them: to be better versions of themselves and to share themselves to the world. slowly, i embraced my readers as a part of my life. i welcomed the strange idea that my untold life stories and unconcealed revelations could be of help to others, to love and accept themselves as they are. and i, i came out from the animosity. i eventually became just the regular LEN - the nickname my family & friends call me.

i developed stories of love, of letting go, of falling in love all over again. i made great friendships. but if there's one thing i was particularly proud of, it was my undenying love for the LORD. i wrote and made soul searching, heart wrenching entries i entitled, "SPIRITUAL REVERIES" which you will find many here. it was my productive way to heal myself from twinge and while i am at it, i could also mend others spirits along the way and bring them back up to par with their faith and relationships with God. it has not stop there. it's still a constant journey.

and so, for as long as i can, i vowed to tell my memorable reflections,i have unmasked the hidden me. and the seeking and searching of life's meaning and purpose is not over. LIFE is a long road of discovering. and i still yet to discover many wonders of this world and satisfy my unending curiosity. but be warned. you can either love me or hate me. but i don't care. this is me: sripped and bare as i can be.

so i invite you into my chaotic unperfect world. join me in my whirlwind new travels of diving into the unknowns. let me share my life with you all over again. come in, as i tell you my SILENT REVERIES.

love,
len

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"I want to have a personal light, the glow of oneself that comes from sheer willpower, the light of someone who has made important sacrifices in the name of things I think are important."

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my name is len. people always tend to judge me without discovering who i really am. i might look intimidating, a typical shop girl, and i act like a crazy party girl on the weekend. but i actually have brains. and i own an even bigger heart. the truth is, beyond the louis vuitton bags, beyond the lavish parties, the excessive passion to travel and the desire to get to know the world, if you got to know the REAL ME, i am really just a simple girl. my only desire is to be loved for who i am.

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