not ready to talk about my feelings just yet but i did felt the urge to answer this questionairres. so....read on.
when it rainsi sit by the window and listen to the raindrops. i love rain.
my mother always gives me a lecture...about..anything and everything! when i get older i want to become a doctor or a nurse practitioner, be happily married and with children.
my friends feel thati need to relax because i overanalyze things and i overwork my body and brain. the trouble with me is i over analyse things and i get paranoid at times. the thing i do best isbe a reliable friend, a very generous sibling, an obedient child, a loving and caring partner. in our home it's usuallyloud and fun because my siblings and i are always irritating the hell out of ourselves. i get angry whenpeople do not keep their promises, when you don't put the toilet seat down..
when i get home from school todayi'm going to sleep..although, it is weekend so i do not have school. i especially likethe sound of the ocean waves clashing towards the shore and sleeping inside a warm, cozy blanket with my foot sticking out. right now i feel likei want to see ron. but eh. never mind. he doesn't want anything to do with me. a good definition of myself isi am an achiever, i'm sensitive, funny, God-fearing, generous, and a hopeless romantic if i were an animal i would bea lion because i am brave and feisty. if i were a color,i would definitely be red. i want to be noticed from a far! when i think of the future,i freak out but yet, i look forward to it. the thing that makes me most happy isknowing i have made someone smile or made someone's day better.
MY SILENT REVERIES
writing is my passion. i created silent reveries years ago to vent out things i could not tell the world. it was my private, modern tech approach to scribbling my thoughts and emotions in a journal. in here, i can feely be who i am. i could cry my woes, i can love freely, i can grieve over a broken heart, i can celebrate the joys in my heart, i can rejoice with my accomplishments, i can tell stories of remarkable friendships and unforgettable connections i made with extraordinary people SECRETLY AND SILENTLY without worrying people might judge me. i hid under the name PINAY FREESTYLE.
but eventually, some people gained access to my secret place. so i opened my doors to them in the purpose that i could inspire them: to be better versions of themselves and to share themselves to the world. slowly, i embraced my readers as a part of my life. i welcomed the strange idea that my untold life stories and unconcealed revelations could be of help to others, to love and accept themselves as they are. and i, i came out from the animosity. i eventually became just the regular LEN - the nickname my family & friends call me.
i developed stories of love, of letting go, of falling in love all over again. i made great friendships. but if there's one thing i was particularly proud of, it was my undenying love for the LORD. i wrote and made soul searching, heart wrenching entries i entitled, "SPIRITUAL REVERIES" which you will find many here. it was my productive way to heal myself from twinge and while i am at it, i could also mend others spirits along the way and bring them back up to par with their faith and relationships with God. it has not stop there. it's still a constant journey.
and so, for as long as i can, i vowed to tell my memorable reflections,i have unmasked the hidden me. and the seeking and searching of life's meaning and purpose is not over. LIFE is a long road of discovering. and i still yet to discover many wonders of this world and satisfy my unending curiosity. but be warned. you can either love me or hate me. but i don't care. this is me: sripped and bare as i can be.
so i invite you into my chaotic unperfect world. join me in my whirlwind new travels of diving into the unknowns. let me share my life with you all over again. come in, as i tell you my SILENT REVERIES.
love,
len
DISCOVER ME:
who is the lady behind the blogs?
"I want to have a personal light, the glow of oneself that comes from sheer willpower, the light of someone who has made important sacrifices in the name of things I think are important."
---Paulo Coelho's "Eleven Minutes"
my name is len. people always tend to judge me without discovering who i really am. i might look intimidating, a typical shop girl, and i act like a crazy party girl on the weekend. but i actually have brains. and i own an even bigger heart.
the truth is, beyond the louis vuitton bags, beyond the lavish parties, the excessive passion to travel and the desire to get to know the world, if you got to know the REAL ME, i am really just a simple girl. my only desire is to be loved for who i am.
REACH ME
if you want to get to know me better, if you want to share your thoughts, if you want to be my friend, don't hesitate: you can find me at
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