even if

Stuck in the raging post summer heat and the bumper to bumper traffic of the 110 freeway going back to Los Angeles, my overanalytical mind started to think again

...of "him"....

...of what happened to "us"...

of all the lies...

then all the "what if's..."

then came all the longing of falling in love.

Amidst the anxious crazy LA drivers and the impatient cars,
I longed to be loved again.
This came up...



Love is like dark chocolate.
Although it always leaves you
with a bitter taste in your mouth,
you will still be tempted
to take a bite the next time around.

Ironically, after that, this song automatically played on my ipod which was hooked to my car radio.

EVEN IF
Jocelyn Enriquez

Even If
by Jocelyn Enriquez
album: Jocelyn (1997)
Time, they say, eases the pain
But now I must keep myself apart
From how things used to be
I know I should go on with my life
And leave the world behind that I have learned to live
I know, I know, I have to be strong

Chorus:
Even if my heart should call out your name out in the rain
Even if these arms should want to embrace you once again
And even if I'm all cried out and no longer in pain
I'll never fall in love that way ever again

Tears are falling like the rain
How do I convince my heart again
That things will be okay
I know I have to make it on my own
Since you left me all alone, such a lonely place
I know, I know, I've got to go on

(Repeat Chorus)

Promise that you'd stay and never leave
Just tell me why should I believe
Obviously you have gone astray and now you're miles away
I'll go on without you

(Repeat Chorus except last line)
I'll never fall in love that way...
No, I'll never fall in love that way ever again

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Falling in love and falling out of love sucks = (

posted by pinay freestyle @ 10:34 PM

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